I am feeling so much better and on top of my game again!! WOOOOO HOOOOO!!! It feels good to KNOW that you can have a scary slip and find your way back in what I consider record time. I'm so happy that I didn't give in to my old ways.

I've been thinking about how much weight I want to lose and how much I'm willing to put into maintaining etc. I want to really see what I'm made of. This is it, it's now or never, so why not?!? I want to take my physique to the highest level I can and get lean and toned and as fit as possible. Just to know that I can do it and also to see how much I would like it. I am always in awe of people like Tosca Reno, Mia Finnegan and other fitness models...but especially Tosca.

Tosca was overweight in her early 40's and that's when she took up bodybuilding...she hasn't been doing it since she was a tiny 20-something...she carved that beautiful body from where I am right now. It gives me a bit of hope that I might be able to get my figure back and least somewhat. I am hopeful. I want to be healthy first, but now that I'm getting that part accomplished...I'm starting to want "the look". lol

I'm so excited for this next year...I'm going to see myself unveil before my own eyes!! I have several things to look forward to experiencing in my new body and I'm looking forward all of it. I also want to explore more in the organic whole foods venue...trying new foods, new recipes and expanding my current menu.

I'ts almost here...the new year!! I can't wait!!! :)