Just got back from the gym...I did the eliptical for 20 minutes and the stationary bike for about 15 minutes. I was suppose to do a leg workout but the gym was packed....I really hate the gym. I hate waiting for people and being watched while they wait for me. It makes it that much harder to get into a good zone and really push myself. So, I opted to work out my legs at home tonight, which I will do as soon as I write this post. I know it's gonna wipe me out and I have to shower after that so I better get this up.
It was a good, productive, weight loss day. I am feeling pretty good about my progress so far this week...and I am hopeful the scale will show good things. I am trying to get into Onederland (below 200 lbs.) and my last weigh in was 204.6. I won't see that happen this week, but maybe next week? I hope I'm close to saying goodbye to the 200's forever. Wow.......what a concept there. I've known this whole journey that this time was different....but....
....it just hit me that this will, in fact, be the last time I ever see 200 on the scale. I never intend to be back in this weight range ever again...and while I know LOTS and LOTS of people, myself included, that have said the exact same thing and still gained all their weight back...I dunno, I can't explain it. I just know that my life is changing. That I am changing. And, I truly believe myself when I say I will never see it again. I think this is a monumental thing....something to be taken very seriously. I think I might have to have a farewell party. Yes...yes I will. I am going to have a Farewell to 200's party! It should be both celebrated and reflected upon. The party goers will be just me and my husband but it will still be celebrated. And, while I am celebrating my final farewell to the 200's I will be sure to also celebrate the man who has never pressured me to lose weight and has always made me feel like a beautiful Princess...even at 260 lbs, my incredible husband, David.
Wow, I'm saying good bye to a very old familiar, highly annoying, friend for the very last time. I will never see this friend again...not all friends are suppose to stay with you for your whole life. What is that saying...something about how people come into your life for a reason, a season, or a lifetime. The reason I stayed in the 200's is no longer inside me. There was a time when I needed the comfort of it, but now my life has changed, I have changed...it's time to let this friend go.... :)
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